There's one small moment of resistance, where Max doesn't want to lift his face, but the strength behind Jackie's touch is undeniable. As much as the strength of their words. Max's eyes still glisten, but no more wetness spills over.
He's latched onto Jackie's offer. Yes, he wants to make sure! He knows he can't resist his craving. He still wants to offer himself by the neck to Akeldama, and possibly others. But he doesn't want to be foolish about it now.
"Please..." he begs, "I just want to find a way. I'm not... I don't mean to..." he fumbles for the right way to express this.
"You are a good Master to me, Jackie. You take care of me. And you teach me. I'm lucky to have you because you look out for me, just like this. But I... I miss being fed on while I... while someone... touches me more than you can..."
He takes a quick sharp breath, then hurriedly adds, "I like what we do too! I do. I swear. But I just... I want something different sometimes too." His eyes search Jackie, pleading for them to understand and not be offended by this admission.
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Date: 2021-01-07 03:11 pm (UTC)He's latched onto Jackie's offer. Yes, he wants to make sure! He knows he can't resist his craving. He still wants to offer himself by the neck to Akeldama, and possibly others. But he doesn't want to be foolish about it now.
"Please..." he begs, "I just want to find a way. I'm not... I don't mean to..." he fumbles for the right way to express this.
"You are a good Master to me, Jackie. You take care of me. And you teach me. I'm lucky to have you because you look out for me, just like this. But I... I miss being fed on while I... while someone... touches me more than you can..."
He takes a quick sharp breath, then hurriedly adds, "I like what we do too! I do. I swear. But I just... I want something different sometimes too." His eyes search Jackie, pleading for them to understand and not be offended by this admission.